Where Is Everyone?

Has everyone moved to tumbler? It seems like blogging has even become lazy and turned into just plain picture posting. That's not my thing. I appreciate a good story, someone's feelings expressed through their words. People these days. The world is moving so fast and I'm stuck in time.

Top 5 Feelings

Does anyone else feel a sense of renewal from vacuuming out their car? Am I really alone here? Honestly, it's one of my top 5 feelings. Let's see... 1.) Being kissed in public, 2.) The tanning booth, 3.) Getting into bed after an exhausting day, 4.) Vacuuming my car, and 5.) Getting an A on an assignment I busted my butt for. Those may seem in an odd order...but that's how I see things.

However...

In other news, my Starbucks latte is fantastic so I shouldn't let anything bring me down today.

I Am So DAMN Blind

How could I not realize that my best friend felt hurt because I was spending so much time with my boyfriend?  I am so blinded by trying to be happy and making everyone around me happy that I can't see the important things in front of my face.  She's been my closest friend for years, five years to be exact.  She was my person for whatever it was I was going through.  From Utah to breakups to failures to depression - she was always my person.  How did I not see she was hurting because of ME?  I had a small feeling that something was different; she was fighting with me more often and over petty things that I didn't understand.  I wish she would have mentioned her feelings earlier so we wouldn't be at this point.  Romeo surprisingly knew what she was feeling.  Did I listen to him?  Of course not.  I went on, in my oblivious little world, continuing to hurt the person I care about more than myself.  If I hurt her, I only hurt myself.


I am so sorry.

I'm Back At It!

Hello blogging world. I haven't been around much; it's literally been over a year. So much has changed. As I read my past posts, I feel as if that part of my life was a dream and I just floated on with my eyes closed. I feel like I still have my eyes closed because I'm doing the same things everyday. Work at 7, school at 11, more school at noon, and more work at 3. Yep, I feel almost grown up; bitter, exhausted, surviving off coffee and retail therapy. Do I sound depressed? I feel it. Maybe it's a phase and I can just close my eyes and keep floating by until I wake up in a better place..... Until then, goodnight.

then & now

let's compare how i was at the beginning of college......

 to how i am now.

jusssstttttttt a little different!!!!!

 that awkward moment when your dog blows snot EVERYWHERE.

and then you realize she's just adorable and you forgive her.

we're currently watching HOCUS POCUS!!!! and im beyond thrilled. when i saw it at redbox i squealed like a 4 year old at a pet store. toodles bloggers. remember that halloween movies are playing like crazy on the sci fi channel :]