How could I not realize that my best friend felt hurt because I was spending so much time with my boyfriend? I am so blinded by trying to be happy and making everyone around me happy that I can't see the important things in front of my face. She's been my closest friend for years, five years to be exact. She was my person for whatever it was I was going through. From Utah to breakups to failures to depression - she was always my person. How did I not see she was hurting because of ME? I had a small feeling that something was different; she was fighting with me more often and over petty things that I didn't understand. I wish she would have mentioned her feelings earlier so we wouldn't be at this point. Romeo surprisingly knew what she was feeling. Did I listen to him? Of course not. I went on, in my oblivious little world, continuing to hurt the person I care about more than myself. If I hurt her, I only hurt myself.
I am so sorry.
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